Friday, February 18, 2011

Student Teaching: No...and I'll tell you why

Today my 6th period tech class was especially chatty. Not so helpful when you are trying to read through a script out loud in class. It wasn't working in their seats, so I had them come to the front of the room and sit on the floor together in a circle. One of the first students to sit down turned to me, a little frustrated and asked:

"Can't we just get rid of the people we don't like?"

My heart sank. I know there are teachers out there that feel that way. But that entire line of thinking is so dangerous.

So I posed the question to the class, and asked them, "What happens when we decide to get rid of people we don't like?"

I then told them of a time, much like ours, when the economy was in shambles, people were out of work, and many were looking for someone to blame. The result?

Six million Jews murdered in concentration camps...and that was only a fraction of the total loss of life.

We went on to talk about how the same issues exist around us today. It sounds like a simple solution. Get rid of the unwanted elements in your world at it will be better.

But who gets to decide who and what is unwanted?

Can we get rid of the people we don't like?

No...because what seems like a small decision now can grow into something we regret.


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Student Teaching: Expectations

Once again, today I was reminded of the importance of celebrating the small victories. I've got a few students who can be uncooperative at times, and I'm learning to make adjustments to create lessons that students will enjoy, relate to, find relevant, and learn something from. I was upset toady when a few students said about another student, "He's not going to do anything. He's a bad kid. He never does anything." It's upsetting when teachers place low expectations on students. It bothered me even more that it was coming from his peers. And yes, he did end up doing something.

My earlier tech class was floundering a little this morning. I have a student in there, R, that I have even made the mistake of labeling as "never does anything" at times. I tried to let that go today, and hope for the best from everyone. As the students got a little bored and distracted, I realized I needed to change something. I also realized that not only had I had not figured out everyone's name yet (it's the last class I've taken over), but they still were not sure of each other. Time to build a little more community. I've played name tag with my other classes to learn names, but I hadn't played it with this class. So I told them we were done with that and asked them to come to the front of the class and get in a circle. I ignored the students who didn't move and are normally hesitant to participate. And by hesitant I mean they put on their headphones, close their eyes, and check out.

Today, however, had one of those brief moment of magic.

First, one of the other students got up and joined us on his own. I looked up, and noticed that R was in the back of the room, watching intently what we were doing. He started laughing along with other students when someone got out. He sat up higher in his chair to see better. Finally he climbed over the chair in front of him, walked up to the front of the room, and found a place in the circle.

I couldn't help beaming.

Yes, there was still one student that decided to stay where he was. Yes, much of the class period the students struggled to stay on task or fought doing anything. Yes, teaching is hard and filled with disappointment.

However...

We live for those moments when our students decide they want to be a part of something...like the world around them.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Student Teaching: Don't let it go to your head

Last week I had a few really great moments:

After a really good session with one of my classes, I ran into one of my students in the hallway at lunchtime. I said hi, and she responded saying, "Miss, can we do more of that tomorrow?"

My cooperating teacher heard one of my students whisper to another as they walked out of the room after class say, "That was bad-ass."

Then on Friday, I reminded the kids I would only be here for two more weeks before I went to another school. They shouted, "No! Don't leave! We like you better."

My students have come a long way....

But you can't let it go to your head.

They're teenagers. It's in their nature. They exist in an emotional hormonal amusement park. So when Valentine's Day comes around, or prom, or teenage life in general, you shouldn't be surprised when all of the sudden all bets are off, discipline breaks down, and they just don't like you very much.

It's just Monday.

And you will make it through this.

P.S. A follow on on my 6th period student that a few weeks ago didn't want to write his script and seemed really unhappy. You can read about him here.

Final typed scripts were due today. He walked in to class with a smile on his face, told me he finished it, and gave me a fist bump. :)

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Student Teaching: Flexibility

Losing a day is not the end of the world. Neither is letting go of your carefully laid plans.

I had planned out three weeks of student directing projects. 15 students, 5 directors a week, 2 character scenes. Start rehearsals Monday, perform on Friday.

Friday was a great rarity in the state of Texas. A little bit of ice and our schools shut down. One day lost. Performances postponed. Math benchmark testing on Wednesday. Another day will be lost.

I looked at what had been happening in rehearsals and noticed that the students were trying to copy behavior of other directors they had seen in the past, and not applying principles we had introduced in class. I needed to throw out parts of my model and really focus on whether or not the students could understand and apply good principles of directing theatre. The result? A much more effective way of teaching and learning. Below is a link to my lesson plan, which I have added to my Lesson Plans page. I hope to continue to develop it, and spend more time with them tomorrow helping them let go of what they thing they are supposed to do.

I found that as I let go of how I thought I needed to do things, I too realized that there was a better way. Looks like I'm getting the same lesson my students are. :)

Directing in Action Lesson Plan, Day 1

Monday, February 7, 2011

Student Teaching: Are you talking about me?

Today the students were setting up for rehearsal for their UIL One Act Play. As they were setting up the dinner table, I thought I overheard one of my students (he's in my Advanced Theatre class) say my name. Normally my interactions with him consist of him questioning what I tell him, pushing boundaries, and occasional shouts of "Don't censor me!"At first, I thought I was imagining what he said. Then I asked, and heard music to my teacher ears. It was something along the lines of "Remember what Miss Thomas said? If we put him here it will make him the focus of the scene."

What?

You mean you actually paid attention to something I taught you...AND applied it?!?!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Student Teaching: Drama

Yes. Drama. And not the kind we try to encourage. I ran into one of my students in the hall this morning, and she stepped away from her friends to talk to me.

Girls getting catty. Accusations on Facebook. Getting into a fight afterschool yesterday. And the underlying drama is between her and her scene partner.

During a lunch rehearsal, a girl had a seizure. One of the scariest moments I have ever been through. Thank goodness she was sitting on a couch when it happened.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Student Teaching: Check your email

The kids were getting a little anxious when the lunch bell didn't ring. After a few minutes, the principal finally came over the loudspeaker and said, "Teachers, please check your email."

We opened it up to find a note telling us the lunch bell would be held for 10 minutes.

There was a bat in the cafeteria.

We're now waiting for animal control to take care of it. Never a dull moment.

Student Teaching: Yes, I am your teacher...and now you know what that feels like

The fourth period Theatre I class continues to bring me a plethora of opportunities to learn. Today I split up the students that were behind on their scripts with those that were caught up. No sitting next to friends, no talking, no iPods. The rest who were caught up were welcome to do all three. I had one student that insisted on talking and distracting other people, so I moved her to the back of the room. She continued to call out another students name. I told her if she talked again, she would be going outside. Of course she started talking back. I walked to the door, opened it, put a chair outside, and said "Alright, come on down." This brought about a long string of whining, including, "You're not my teacher." Hate to break it to you kid. Come report card time, I will still be your teacher. She wasn't happy about it, but she came close to catching up today. I overheard her outside badmouthing me to another student, so I opened up the door, smiled, and asked her what page she was on. I found out later that she was really late for her next class, and she told her teacher I kept her late writing essays. Why do teenagers lie? It boggles my mind.

I separated J from her friends. She's a student that rarely does her work, failed four classes last semester, and has no support at home from her mom. She usually sits with her friend, A, and today when A finished, she came up to me and said, "Can I please go help J?" It was a definite change from before. There was someone concerned about J struggling in school, so I let her go sit with J, on the condition that she was actually helping her. And she did. J is not going to change overnight. She has fallen far behind. It's going to take a real investment in her to build up her confidence.

My sixth period class is still so quiet. Ever since I moved their seats around last week. A few students tried to sneak and sit in different seats. I invited them to move back to their assigned seats and reminded them that this was a trial period. If they want to sit next to their friends, they need to earn it. That simple stunt meant it was going to take longer. It may not work with every group of students, but it seems to be working with them. Here's to hoping it lasts...at least while they are on this unit. Talking will be encouraged once we start making puppets.

I am concerned about one student in the class though. While everyone else was working hard on their script, he was sitting and staring at the wall. I went and sat down next to him for a moment. He said he didn't want to write, and we talked about it for a little while. I told him he could try thinking about something he could stand writing about for four days. He told me he doesn't like being here, that he's bored with the valley, and wants to move somewhere else. He mentioned that he might be moving. We talked about writing a script about how he would like things to turn out. I'm going to try to talk to him about it more tomorrow. Maybe knowing that someone else is interested in how he's feeling will help him open up a little more.

And then there is my advanced class...that got a little dose of their own medicine today. It's week one of student directed scenes. A few people did not come to class today, which means that some of the groups have already lost a day of rehearsal. The most experienced students are directing this week, which means all of them have less experienced and less motivated students in their group. They are all concerned about helping them perform well. A few of them expressed their concerns, and I had to resist the temptation to hold a mirror up to them. You can't really understand what it's like to be a director Welcome to the world of directing...and teaching.